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Jan 22, 2011

Living in guilt all the time

Have you ever keep blaming yourself for the mistakes that u have done? It is like your brain just keep flashing back to that day, to the mistakes of that day. And all this while, u live in guilt and not knowing that the person has already forgiven you and move on?

Today i felt exactly the same way. The feeling of unforgiveness towards myself all this while makes me realize how foolish i was. I was the one who could not forgive myself after so long and keep wishing i hadn't made that mistake. Guess now i understand the true meaning of not living in guilt and past. How many of you out there were like me? Or are like me?

Let me tell you something. Stop living, believing and thinking of the past. Don't live in guilt anymore. Guilt will bring you down; guilt will condemn you; guilt will makes you fall flat to the ground. Remember that God has already forgiven you and so you should forgive yourself too! Knowing that God does not want u to carry that guilt throughout your life! 

I felt so relieved after i know i should not be living in guilt anymore. God will not want you to have a life like that. He wants you to have a life that is full of blessing. Ask yourself how long will you want to live a life like that? Don't you want out of it? Don't you want to be free of this guilt and shame that you have? Than let me tell you something, Jesus can get you out of it. He can and He will IF ONLY you allow him to do so, JUST LIKE ME.

I am free now from living a life full of guilt and most importantly, I AM FREE! you will not lose anything to have HIM in your life but instead you will gain abundantly. Do you think there is more to life than this? 

So! Hope this will be the year that u will live again, in freedom, in peace, and being free!  

Jan 17, 2011

Tonite

Tonight, i stare upon the star and saw you
Tonight, i feel the cold wind coming my way
Tonight, i wish there is a road to turn back


Tonight, i stare at the love letters you send me once again
Tonight, i feel the world  has stumble before me
Tonight, i wish there is a road to turn back


Tonight, i stare at the photos of us with a broken heart
Tonight, i feel you more than ever
Tonight, i wish there is a road to turn back


Tonight, I swallow my pride to say sorry to you
Tonight, I swallow my ego to say i love you just once again
Tonight, i wish you were here to hear me.


Sometimes, we wish that we hadnt done that mistake in the past and wish that we can turn back to the time where we had made it but it'll never happen. Sometimes, we have got too much of pride inside us till we refuse to apologize to the one we love so much after hurting them. Sometimes, we wish they will just be there for us according to our own timing and give us one more chance. It's just probably meaningless dreaming all the time but u still choose to believe in it. It is easy for us, human to behave in this way, but seriously, and honestly, it will not make your life better anyhow.


Two weeks into the new year and what are u expecting from this year? Sometimes, all you gotta do is to let go of something and this year will be a great year for you; Sometimes, all you gotta do is to trust someone and this year will be a great year for you. I dont know what you need. But one thing for sure, i know you need God! With God you'll have a second chance; with God you'll have freedom; with God your chain will be broken; a thousand promises God has for us. All you got to do is acknowledge him in your life. :) May this year be a great year for you and dun look back at the past anymore. MOVE FORWARD. 



Jan 7, 2011

爱,也许对某些人是个伤害
爱,也许对某些人是个幸福
爱,也许对某些人是个痛苦
爱,也许对某些人是个折磨
爱,也许对某些人是个谎言
爱,也许对某些人是个游戏
爱,也许对某些人是个交易

爱,没有对和错,就算是爱错过也是算是种爱
爱, 是两人的爱情的寄托,也是两个人真心的走在一起
生活中的我们都离不开爱,没有爱的生活带点寂寞,
就像两个没有感情的恋人走在一起,不但是身体的折磨
而且是心灵的腐朽,精神的摧残,太物质化的东西不会长久
太现实化的问题只是一种空想
太爱一个不爱自己的人只是另一个负担
太相信一个人的承诺只会更加的失去自我
最后只能托着疲惫不堪的身体躲在无人的角落一个人哭泣...
这世界上根本就没有谁是谁的
爱与不爱都是寂寞的
请试着用左手握住自己的右手,给自己最简单的温暖
不再奢求别人的给予,开始学着自己给自己

2011年就好好的学会爱自己吧
不要再奢求别人了!







 
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